It doesnt matter who my father was, it matters who i remember he was (Anne Sexton)
yesterday my girl nura posted in my wall, asking my blog and i was like "geez i have a blog!!" pretty much pushed me to posting here again :)
well my last post was abput how i cant choose between 2 choices. gez what? i decided, and so far its going better. what a relief.. u know i cant tell u what it was hahaha i dont know who 'u' refer to :P
anddd i miss my papa so much !!! i know i ask for much too much, but could You send the men i love the most back God?? Do You see how much i need him right now.. here are things that i never tell anyone that i always think about him every night, and i never get through it without crying. i just cant tell anybody in person, i dont like crying over people. but id love to write it here, u wont see me cry. few days ago was a fathers day, we dont really have fathers day in indonesia but i hope i had one where i would tell my father how much i love him, and he means the world to me. well of course we dont need fathers day to tell our father how much we love him, but i just think it could be more special if theres a special day for it, u know like mothers day. despite by how much i miss him, i just wish that he knows that i love him so much.. always have always will.....