everyone wants to go to heaven but no one wants to die ;)
now im sitting in front of my dad's computer in his room. typing my blog, when i feel all alone i like to updating my blog. so you wont see story full of happiness on my blog, selfish i know because it seems i only want share sadness. when im happy im too busy share it with my real friends, you know the ones who i really know exist. i dont like share my sadness, but right now i really need someone to whom i can tell prety much about everything without worry any judgement come out from them. only God can judge....